Saturday, November 13, 2010

Spoiled

Not sure how to say what I want to say.

I guess I can say that it sucks to get spoiled. To have your happy all you want and be thrilled with it and then have it taken away. Because you had your happy and it was great and wonderful and far better than even you had anticipated it being and then the happy went buh bye and its somehow worse now having lost the happy after been spoiled and knowing what the happy looks like. It creates a need and an aching want the likes of which you can't recall. All focused on the wanting and the missing of the happy.

This noxious desperation that was never there before because you know now just how spoiled you were and you want it back. Badly.

It sucks. Giant hairy elephant balls levels of sucks.

*sigh*

1 comment:

  1. Big monster bummer button. I'll keep you in my prayers.

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